Diane Dorothy Nee Barnes

Nana for the 4th time!!

Hiya Mam,

Lucks like stacey been keeping u updated with everything.

Can u actually believe ur guna be a nana for the 4th time?? These past few years wud off been ur best times with ur grandchild i no u wud off been the best nana in the world!

Lewis is 10 and a half month now can u believe it man how fast its gone, kills me how he will never meet u i no how much you's would off loved eachother. He started walking the other day, so proud off him he's done everything so quickly hes a little character! Can u bleev im pregnant again?? and we found out on monday its another little boy :), were so happy be lush for lewis to have a brother for them to luck out for eachother wen their older and be best friends just like u made me and stacey :). I'm due 29th april.

I'm soooo excited for my little niece or nephew to come along aswell not long now 2nd feb staceys due, so excited to find out wot shes guna have! wish i was like her and could keep it a secret but i just cant do it.

And a 3rd baby next year now as we've just found out kylies pregnant! ha can u actually bleev it all 3 off us man! kylies only about 7 weeks tho so we dont no her due date yet. U wud be so happy now waiting for all these babys to arrive if only u were here!

I cant believe its been 4years this christmas mam. I miss you so much and think off u everyday why do this happen to u?? you were my bestfriend my mam and my life and u just got took away from us.

I will never ever forget you and as soon as my 2 boys are old enough i will be telling them all about u and how much there nana wud off loved them!

Stacey's right about the charity doo u were so ill and u still managed to arrange it all and attend the nyt, you were so brave and strong throughout ur illness and i am so proud for u to be my mam.

Speak to you later,

Miss you so much,

Love you loads and loads

Kelsey

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Big kiss from ur 2 grandsons Lewis and Bump X

Kelsey Spowart (Daughter)

December 14, 2011

Make that four times!!!!

Hi Mam

Make that four times!!!!!

Can you believe it.........

...........missin you loads, luv u xxxxxxxxxx

Stacey Donaldson (Daughter)

September 7, 2011

Grandchild Number 3

Hiya Mam

Can you believe in 6 months time me Kel and Ian will have made u a Nana 3 times in the space of 16months!! Such a shame that you arent here to see it though - it breaks my heart.

So glad I've finally been able to tell everyone, was so hard keepin it to ourselves till the 1st scan but defo worth the wait. So I'm due the 2nd of Feb so make sure your there and make it as easy 4 me as it looked for kel ha! So I'm 14 weeks on Thursday - we're going to go and buy a little girls outfit and a little boys outfit tonight to take to the hospital cos were not going to find out wot we are having - I no you wouldn't of wanted me to you always said it was more exciting not finding out. Next scans on Kels bday - 6 weeks till I see our little baba again. Wish I could go 4 a scan everyday, it was lush. David's been on cloud 9 since.

Just been looking at the pics of you on the charity night you organised. I never realised at the time how poorly you actually looked. I remember how ill you were that night though, I had to go down street and buy you your new outfit, I even remember having to put your socks on for you cos you were that ill and couldnt do it but still you managed to arrange that charity night which was so successful and raised a lot of money and still managed to get yourself there and stay all night even though you were in so much pain and being sick. It was only 11 days before you passed away - just shows how brave and amazing you were and what a fighter you were. Makes me so proud of you.

Oh we've bought a new car aswel so I had to say good bye to yours and give it back to Kev. We needed a bigger car tho with a baby on the way. You know all this tho don't you cos your always watching.

So everyones doing ok anyway - we all miss you though and always will. Especially at times like this when you need your mam around.

I will come back again soon.

Love you millions, think of you every single day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Stacey Donaldson (Daughter)

August 2, 2011

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Hiya Diane

I've just been on mams page, still find it hard to believe your both not here.

You would be proud of your bairns, they are doing well.

Kelsey's right bout Kev, he seems ok and is missing you, but I get the feeling he is biding his time till he see's you again, you were his one true love.

Take care and i bet your watching over your bairns xx

Karen Bracey (Sister-in-Law)

June 26, 2011

Thinking off You xx

Hiya Mam,

Lewis is in bed n I've been thinking off u wen ive been in bed so i thought i would come on for a little chat.

I was just watching dont tell the bride and thinking how ur never goin to see me get married (thats if i ever do :P). It kills me so much to think that ur not her to watch me stacey n ian grow up just as were starting our lives.

Well I havnt been up to much this weekend, Fathers Day today Lewis got Lewis ( how confusing) a few little bits and bobs had a lovely day with his dad on his first fathers day then we went to me dads for our dinner. I've been to see kev this afternoon aswell to give him his card, he seems to be gettin on ok i still speak to him everyday still very close. He didnt seem happy on ur birthday went i went round he didnt even talk was just sittin in sittin room watchin tele.

Its the first time ive been on ur page and actually played ur song i usually just start crying straight away.

Well mam im gettin upset now n startin to bubble so im guna go,

i will come n talk to u again,

love you so much

love from Kelsey

miss u more than ever

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Kelsey Spowart (Daughter)

June 19, 2011

Happy 50th Birthday Mam xx

Hiya Mam

Happy 50th Birthday.

Well just read Staceys message n its so true wot should be a happy day has been a horrible 1. Ive not stopped crying since yesterday uve been on my mind all the time, i just havnt wanted to do anything but my to boys have kept me goin. I hope u liked ur flowers ad ur card, there was a little message there off ur grandson lewis. So wish u were here to meet him, u wud be the most amazing nana ever, everything is just started to happen in ur childrens lives and ur missin it all. As soon as lewis is big enough to understand im guna tell him about u and how amazing u actually were. Here's the tears starting again, it is so hard without u here. You fought that fight til the very end mam and u were the strongest person i no, now ur in the best place and resting.

Lewis is 5 and a half month on sunday can u actually bleev it?? hes lush mam smiling his head off n laughing n he even rolled over for the first time the other day, hes so good ive been so lucky with him. He keeps staring into space and smiling and giggling im sure it's u comin to see him??

Sorry i dont come on here much but im never on the laptop never got time now ive got lewis, i think off u everyday and think off all of our fab times we had together.

I just wanted to wake up on u this morning and come and jump on ur bed n wake u up n give u the biggest kiss and cuddle ever instead i just had to wake up n cry.

I havnt even been on here since i had lewis i didnt no it was that long?!

Well mam im sure u were there because it was just the best thing and it wasnt even that bad. Im so glad i took stacey in she was crying wen i had him bless her, shes such a wonderful aunty lewis loves her. Lewis was really good in labour too he just didnt no wot to do askin if im ok offering me everything bless him i was in to much pain to say anything i laugh at it now.

You never met lewis mam but i no u wud love him hes looked after me so much and everytime im feelin down hes always there without fail givin me the biggest kisses and cuddles ever and tellin me how much u wud be proud off me and he says i have to wish u a very happy birthday.

Well mam am guna go cos i cud just talk all nyt to u.

Al come back on as soon as i can,

love u with all my heart mam

miss you loads

all my love kelsey

xxxxx

love u nana love Lewis xxx

Kelsey Spowart (Daughter)

June 17, 2011

Happy 50th!

Hi Mam

Happy Birthday! 50 today!

What should be a happy day feels like such a sad one. I was feeling ok but now that the day is actually here I feel sick and so emotional.

Going to see Kings of Leon tonight but just not in the mood at all, should be going to your 50th birthday party. I hope your celebrating up there and not feeling too old - you always looked fab your age!

Speak soon - enjoy your day.

Love you millions xxxxxxxxxx

Stacey Donaldson (Daughter)

June 17, 2011

Hi Mam

Just to say hello - still think of you every single day.

Everyones doing ok - hope you are too.

Speak soon.

Luv, hugs and kisses,

Stacey xxxxxxxxxx

Stacey Donaldson (Daughter)

May 20, 2011

Hi Mam

Hi Mam

Well loads has happened since we last spoke - you have two gorgeous grandchildren and me and David eventually got engaged! :)

22nd December - I was not expecting it at all but so so happy :) Love my ring - I chose it but still was not expecting it on that day. Bless him!! We were going to have a party but have decided to go away for a few days instead. We've booked a log cabin and will be going two weeks today - can't wait for that.

Well Lillys nearly 5 months now - shes growing so quick and is so big, especially compared to baby Lewis. She has the biggest blue eyes I have seen shes lush. I am going to see her and Ian tonight so will give her a big kiss from you xx

And your second grandchild - little Lewis he is fab I love him so much. He's smiling his head off now. Kel was so good through labour, amazing infact, I couldnt believe it I was so proud of her - she made it look so easy. She was meant to put me off, ha! I loved it tho. I wonder if you helped her along.

You should be here for all this though I shouldn't have to tell you this on a website - your missing out on so much, we all are.

I will come back on and talk to you soon.

Love and miss you so much - think of you every single day.

Stacey xxxxxxxxxx

Stacey Donaldson (Daughter)

February 25, 2011

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Hiya Mam,

Well where do I start?? The 3rd January is here my due date but still no little man yet :(.. am so excited for him to come but now its just a waiting game u just dont no wen its guna happen but hopefully it will happen very soon.. fingers crossed!!

Well 3 year on xmas can u bleev it?! I had a nice xmas but still not the same cos ur not here.. i kept a happy face on tho cos i no u dont wana see us upset.

New years eve i just stayed in obv with us bein pregnant, lewis stayed in with us to bless him we just chilled n watched films, didnt really bother us new year isnt even that good!

Well just come on for little chat cos am falling asleep but as soon as ur grandsons here u will no cos i no u will be shining above us in that labour room helping us thru it step by step!!!

Miss ya mam love ya so much

Kelsey

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Kelsey Spowart (Daughter)

January 3, 2011